Dying heart

My walls were crumbled down

There’s only darkness all around

Trying to catch a breath

It’s a war between life and death

Rays of light had disappeared

My soul began floating in thin air

Whatever this is, must be my fate

My death happened at a speedy rate

Stone cold is what I became

There’s now no chance to begin again

Time stops, everything is frozen

This is it, many hearts would be broken

- By Racheal Balkissoon

                                                                                                                                                  

#MODERN FAIRYTALE

There was a point in my life when everything was going the way I wanted it to

It was like a well-planned dream come through

I had my own little fantasy world

Where everything would just fall right into place, I was the luckiest girl

But bit by bit it started to fade away

The foundation of my palace gave up a little every day

I’ve then realized it was at the verge of collapsing

It was all gonna fall apart and there was nothing I could do to prevent it from happening

Tragedy was the ending of my chapter

Perfection turned into a disaster

Every chance of it getting better was all over

Chaotic best described the closure

I just wouldn’t say life has no meaning

Instead I’d say the reason for living is not revealing

From being one hundred dropped to just one

No point of happily ever after when happiness is already long gone

- By Racheal Balkissoon

---Perfect Liar---

His eyes were perfect, they told the perfect set of lies

Yet he sends my heart racing each time he pretends to cry

His arms were so muscular, they looked so strong…

Yet they couldn’t hold me up whenever I was down

His smile is honestly the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen

But I can’t understand why it looks so innocent when it’s actually mean

Everything he does and say makes my heart melts

But up until now I thought it was the best way I ever felt

The sound of his voice makes me shiver

And he has this perfect way of making me feel like I’m alone, drowning in a river

He has this temper that burns more than fire

But he still manage to take my breath away, he’s such a perfect liar…

- By Racheal Balkissoon

IF ONLY

If time’s supposed to heal

Then why is this pain increasing

If crossing over is so easy

Then why am I drowning

If hurt is just another chapter

Then why is it reoccurring

If letting go makes it better

Then why does it feel as if I’m the one falling

If tears held back would eventually go away

Then why is this ocean still here

If pain is just to make us stronger

Then how could I still feel so weak

If love’s supposed to cure all pain

Then why does it keep messing up everything

 If faith drives off obstacles

Then why is there still this mountain

If hope really did help

Then I would be one happy person

If only love was a dream

Then none of this would be happening  

- By Racheal Balkissoon

VICTIMIZED

Feels like every happy moment had been sucked out of my body

Sitting alone in a corner crying became a hobby

You tore me down in tiny bits and pieces

You ripped open my wounds and each day the pain increases

Because of you, I’ve become so corrupt and twisted

You became a monster I never thought existed

There’s no way this feeling could be reversed

You’ve changed my life around for the worst

You lied, stabbed me in the heart, you cheated

You made me crumble, you made me fall and you made me feel defeated

You once said all the dark clouds you would make fade away

Instead you brought more and more stormy ones each passing day.

- By Racheal Balkissoon