For the first time I thought we had something real

You being my comforter, my best friend, the one who’s there to understand how I feel

We were so close to forever

But it was just pretended, you say you’re doing me a favor

 

You were everything I wanted, I had, but you were never really mine

You weren’t even sure how you felt, while I on the other hand was way up in cloud nine

This was all so stupid, I still don’t understand

You chose to play with my feelings, you had your own plans

 

The love you claim you had, never existed

It was just to distraction, you were seriously twisted

I’m really hurt, this wasn’t even close to what I imagined

You knew how this was gonna go down, but allowed it to happen

 

I’m still so shocked, I honestly thought you were different

You meant the world to me, but to you, I was not even significant

You had me wrapped around your fingers while you played your games

and it's sick to think you’ll ever change!!!

By: Racheal Balkissoon

07/01/2021